Days and forward
Look beyond the walls that I build in my mind
And find that which will make so much sense
That everything else will begin to diminish
And then, i will step up, and walk towards the same.
I am no good at relating things, and random as such seems to have become something I live by and it makes organizing thoughts a little difficult.
Charity begins at home, so does everything else. I am stressed, I am happy, I am screwd, I dont feel like, I cant take it anymore, I love doing this, ...I could go on, you get the point right!
SO, everything I say and I do, is majorly because of the way I am feeling.
On a get-away to a very random place, stumbled upon a speaker, a voice...and probably the last place I would have thought of hearing something like that - When you read a book, what have you done? You have come to know yourself better!
Days when I wake and smile at the sun through the window.
Days when I shout at mom out of bed for asking me for breakfast.
Days when I move around like a zombie - doing and saying nothing, not knowing why.
Theres then 'me' who knows, and the 'me' who doesnt want to.
Where is my 'third kind'?
And just when I thought I found it...I wondered it might just not be it. And i keep coming back to it. Dont know if that makes it right. But I am here, and I will go on.
To make it or something else to DIE for, I step up.
I claim to believe in myself to be able to bounce back time and again.
I am taking a deep breath and taking the plunge into positivity.
I need consistency, I need to focus, I need to display that 'spirit' and live it inside-out & I need to smile - I am writing it, I am doing it.
I am foreseeing a GREAT day!
And find that which will make so much sense
That everything else will begin to diminish
And then, i will step up, and walk towards the same.
I am no good at relating things, and random as such seems to have become something I live by and it makes organizing thoughts a little difficult.
Charity begins at home, so does everything else. I am stressed, I am happy, I am screwd, I dont feel like, I cant take it anymore, I love doing this, ...I could go on, you get the point right!
SO, everything I say and I do, is majorly because of the way I am feeling.
On a get-away to a very random place, stumbled upon a speaker, a voice...and probably the last place I would have thought of hearing something like that - When you read a book, what have you done? You have come to know yourself better!
Days when I wake and smile at the sun through the window.
Days when I shout at mom out of bed for asking me for breakfast.
Days when I move around like a zombie - doing and saying nothing, not knowing why.
Theres then 'me' who knows, and the 'me' who doesnt want to.
Where is my 'third kind'?
And just when I thought I found it...I wondered it might just not be it. And i keep coming back to it. Dont know if that makes it right. But I am here, and I will go on.
To make it or something else to DIE for, I step up.
I claim to believe in myself to be able to bounce back time and again.
I am taking a deep breath and taking the plunge into positivity.
I need consistency, I need to focus, I need to display that 'spirit' and live it inside-out & I need to smile - I am writing it, I am doing it.
I am foreseeing a GREAT day!
posted by Manveer | 2:04 AM
3 Comments:
I c, my last comment was so uncalled for!
Was not a good a time for self-reflection! and there were no 'timelines' mentioned in your last comment anyway! :p
For if we wait too long, we risk learning that life is not a game that is won…or lost…it is a game that, too often, simply isn't played.
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