unchained melody

i am twenty and i finally feel, hah, that i need to be in control of whats happening or just let go.
I dont think i can do either and i am not okay with the ongoing battle to find a balance, the equalibrium.

and its all different things and many directions, until and unless you step out and above it all, and look beyond the clouds and see the sky, its one and its boundless and its whats life is and its what includes you and everyone and everything else.

and then once in a while i do things on impulse, and i love it, and i hate it, and then then i just let it be.
i wish the process wasnt so up and down.

i need to rise above, and i know i am not there, but when there are things around you which keep pulling you down, its frusterating, and those things or people are unavoidable, going by norms.
but when did i ever think i am going to be fine if i had follow, always.

evolve mr.grewal.

" Know all things to be like this:
A mirage, a cloud castle,
A dream, an apparition,
Without essence, but with qualities that can be seen.

Know all things to be like this:
As the moon in a bright sky
In some clear lake reflected,
Though to that lake the moon has never moved

Know all things to be like this:
As an echo that derives
From music, sounds, and weeping,
Yet in that echo is no melody

Know all things to be like this:
As a magician makes illusions
Of horses, oxen, carts and other things,
Nothing is as it appears "


- Buddha

Courage

Sometimes
You just have to let someone else be your COURAGE.