Milestones to death through a label-less life

Sunday, December 14, 2008

Make this go on forever

Please don't let this turn into something it's not
I can (and have) only give you everything I've got
I can't be as sorry as you think I should
But I still love you more than anyone else could...

...And I don't know where to look
My words just break and melt
Please just save me from this darkness

Make this go on forever...
this, these days, these people, this feeling, this time and you & I,
this, and everything.

Saturday, December 13, 2008

the one

One, you are like a dream come true,
Two, I wanna be with you,
Three..
...err...

Okay, lets try again

Hey, I love you!

Not in the I-want-you-right-now & I-am-dying-for-you way (maybe that too, but better not go there)

I love you for who you are, for being the way you are, for saying the things you say, the jokes you make and the smile, oh, the smile!

Seeing you happy is sometimes (and some days) the only purpose of my life, seeing you get what you want is what I think about, and seeing you talk - just talk, holds my attention more than anything else that I know.

I read your horoscope before I read mine, I like a song just because you like it, I am always talking to you in my head, I do everything that I do, because of you. (I know I sound insane!)

But your existence (ummm) is the most incredible thing in my life right now. I am glad just to know you exist, and I have had the chance to get to meet you, know you, love you.

I have loved before, and I am sure, I will love again, but this is just for you to know that you are truly amazing. Its everything about you that makes you a great person, a nice, loving, lovable, and unique person. My day brightens up just thinking about you, because you are the hope, the sign, the reason I believe that people can be good, and that life can be good.

You make me feel less cold (which is good for my friends!); you make me realize I can place someone else above myself, even if just for a while; you make me face my weaknesses which I would not take from anyone else.

I love you, and I will keep loving you and maybe thats all I will ever have of you, my love for you, but its important, you are important.

Have a great life, I know you will, because you deserve it more than anyone else I know. And I hope I keep featuring in it.

PS I apologize, okay, I don't actually apologize for sounding like a smitten teenager (Thanks Harveen) but I am sounding like a smitten teenager haha

PSS Just to make myself feel a little better, I must say this: Its not about YOU, Its only about ME, and LOVE. So don't feel too good, if you ever do find out that its YOU! Please :)

Being LCP

With 18 days to go before I am back to square one, looking at defining my purpose and direction, here is to the most amazing, aware & memorable year of my life, the year of being LCP -


I walk a lonely road,
with belief & passion in myself

I bear my scars as badges of success
& a reminder of failures

I only envision greatness
& I understand what it takes to reach it

I aspire to achieve beyond
what has ever been done before

I get to experience situations
make decisions
& face challenges
that people only talk about

I don’t quit
I don’t back down
I am never not there
I never have the option to be ordinary

I am the face of my local committee
I represent its hopes, aspirations & values
And I what I am because of those who chose to walk along with me

I live each day the way its meant to be lived
With each cell alive & aware of its potential

I am an LCP
And it means the world to me